okay. this is supposed to be a private matter, but i desperately need a place to tell the world how i feel. as some of you may know, i’m a big fan of jonas brothers. and since july, 25th 2009, I created a fansite for them in indonesia. I have nothing to expect from the site but having fun and making new friends. i never thought i’d get involved this seriously. i personally want my site to be recognized by universal music indonesia, i really hope they see how hard i’ve tried to put that site together.
but i’m not the only one living in the world of jonas brothers indonesia. there are plenty of similar fansites, though i can’t call them fansites, cause they basically just make a twitter accounts, blogs, or facebook pages and groups. they are all nothing, and i found this one facebook page that started this all. they named themselves jonas indonesia. with a logo of jb, but with an I not a B (get it?). they keep going on my way. the owners are suckers, they think they’re the best. they often talk bout me and the site i’m managing and things i do on twitter, behind my back, of course. they never really say something right on my face. at first i try to be fair, and let them do what they want. but they’ve come to an extend that I consider unforgivable.
they accused me of copying things they do on twitter, tumblr, facebook or what so ever. they didn’t say that to me, they just talked bout that sarcastically on their tweets. and i realized, cause i’m a human, i have feeling, i know when people don’t like me or talk bout me. i try to look back and think of something i might have copied from them, and found nothing. they said that i’m a thief, i stole their ideas. and i was like, come on! your ideas are never THAT great so no one would never ever able to think of thaT!!!
oh, and its fucking owner, a girl name biatch, read my blog, where i said some people stab me from the back. she tweeted “she said i stab her from the back. are we even friends?” i instantly thought, WHAT THE HELL? you never really understand english or even language, huh? do backstabbers always come from a friend? i never think of you as a friend, just a jonas fan i come across. she said she doesn’t like to be talked from behind, but she keeps doing it with her fella jonas friends. that makes me sick! really really SICK!!!
so i decided to fight her back. and let her win. okay, like, jonas brothers aren’t my everything. i love them, but if loving them causing me this great deal of a pain, what’s left for me? it’s not even worth the pain. i’m tired of everything jonas. but on the other hand, i know i have to finish what i’ve started. there’s no turning back. i still have no idea what i’ll do next, but for now, i’ll just continue doing what i’m doing normally. act like nothing happened. but if she started acting up again, i’ll kill her immediately. without any warnings. who cares bout her life. she’s a full time slut.
i wrote it here, because noone knows i have this wordpress, i deleted this link from my personal blog, so things i wrote here are so personal and so true. (:
